I want to first say "thanks" to all of you who commented and who are keeping my family in their prayers and thoughts. I was in tears reading most of those responses and feel like whatever is supposed to happen will. I am prepared for that now.
After spending so much time stressing about life, we have decided to use some free rooms we have in Laughlin and are going for a quick get away. Don't worry, we don't have enough money to get ourselves in trouble but we are looking to just have some fun.
Time away from reality is very appealing right now.
I have much to update you on. Lots of good things have been happening despite all the crappy stuff so I will get back to daily posts Monday.
Thanks again for not giving up on me. :)