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Aug112011

Blue Candlelight

I light a blue candle as I shed a tear,

The sorrow I feel surrounded by fear.

Why did this happen? Why once again

must I light a blue candle to signify end?

 

So many promises of hope and a cure,

So hard to see clearly what a candle can obscure.

Where is the hope I had the day before last?

When the blue candle is lit, hope is something in the past.

 

I see the blue candles and cry even more,

For parents, for friends, for all who adore.

I cry for those who are next on the list,

I wonder if I’ll be the one missed.

 

When the family is together it feels so safe,

Like nothing dark and evil can enter this place,

In flesh or in spirit our souls stand their ground.

‘til I see those candles. And my world breaks down.

 

I light a blue candle as I send up a prayer,

My heart aches, my eyes sting, I cry, “it’s not fair!”

Anger is silenced while my sorrow lingers,

“Protect those with tiny black spots on their fingers.” 

 

 

Reader Comments (23)

thank you george.
thats a very poignant poem.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered Commenterdeanusa

Wow! The goosebumps! Praying for the family and praying for a cure!

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterSue/RFamHere

Oh, George. I was doing just fine until I got to the last line. Thank you for this. Definitely captures the feelings.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterMartin Wood

Beautiful.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterSarah

Poignant indeed. A wonderful poem, & very fitting.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterEmma Martin

Beautiful post George. We mourn these losses together.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterMeagan

Thank you, George, I think that is a wonderful poem

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterScott Strange

Thank you George for putting into words what I could not.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterBennet

Wow ... well-written poetry on this subject, I wonder if Lee Ann considers poetry qualifying for Diabetes Art Day?!

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterScott S

Beautifully said. Wish you didn't have to say it at all. :(

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered Commenteralexis

Beautiful & I love you my brother.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered Commenterk2

Beautiful. Beautiful.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterCherise

Today was a very hard day. You expressed why in ways that I cannot.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterSara

Beautifully written. Thank you, George.

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered Commentershirehobbit

Today was a rough Diabetes day... Thank you for putting yourself out there, through your words, I feel like you said the things I could not....

August 11, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterKyla

No words.

August 12, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterReyna

G, this is incredible stuff.

Thank you.

August 12, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterScott K. Johnson

Wow, I teared up reading this. Beautiful.

August 12, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterKatie

Thanks George, your words are blessed.

August 12, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterBernard Farrell

absolutely beautiful, george. this is about the 10th time i've read it, and i cry every time. thank you for sharing.

August 12, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterJess

“Protect those with tiny black spots on their fingers.” I was okay until I read that line.

Beautiful... thank you for sharing it.

August 14, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterLora

Beautiful and passionate! ... you know there's a song in that, don't you?

August 15, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterJamie Naessens

my family and i read this and we were all very moved by your honesty and poetry. thank you.

August 26, 2011 | Unregistered Commentershannon

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