After dinner last night I was bored. I have been in a funk about life and stuff for a while and it just kind of creeped up on me.
My mom suggested hopping into the pool.
“It’s too much work. I have to change, and get a towel, and then afterwards I’m all wet and have to dry off and change again.” Yes I was acting like a whiny little baby.
There is nothing like seeing your entire family roll their eyes at you in perfect unison.
I got it.
So, I went into my room to change into my trunks and sent a quick tweet out to the world.

When I finally got to the pool I just stood there frozen.
It must have been at least 15 minutes I was just standing at the edge of the pool deciding if I was going to jump in.
Jump in?
My brain started swirling around. So many things in my life make me extremely happy but there are many things that upset me and bring me down. There are many aspects of my life I want to change, things I want to do, places I want to go (literally and figuratively).
Jump in?
Why at this time of boredom did this moment occur? I just wanted something to do, not have some “moment” while standing in my backyard in swim trunks. It was weird because I did not want to jump in until I decided that I wanted to “jump in” to the things I have been avoiding.
Jump in?
My wife and kids were swimming around having fun. The occasional cannonball provided evidence of acceptable water temperature so I was ready to jump. But was I? I mean, really jump in.
I am ready to jump.
Jump into exercise to prepare myself for the Tour de Cure next year. Jump into school to get a much needed education and degree. Jump into taking better care of my health by seeing all the doctors I should be seeing to make sure I am all good. Jump into life and enjoying it fully with my family and friends. Jump into advocating for people with diabetes and helping to grow the DOC by reaching out to those who don’t have the support we do.
The sky was changing color and the sun was already out of my sight. I looked up at a plane and then down at my family. I closed my eyes and said to myself, “Jumping in means that you are committed to making the changing in your life that you have been wanting to do.” I took a big deep breath, stretched my arms out to the side, then above my head, and then let them drop to my sides. I was ready.
Slowly I leaned forward and dove right in.
The cool water felt refreshing. Rejuvinating. Renewing.
It was wonderful.